stay tuned this is a woman on the move who is tired of living a life of excuses and is going to do something about it, whatever it takes (nothing that breaks my moral code of course) My life, my struggles to get out of debt, getting healthy and not knowing what's next. trying to figure it all out. anyway I can

Okay so I’ve been absent a couple of days now just busy trying to get somewhere.  I have succeeded okay it’s only a small step but tomorrow will be the first time in a year where I will be working somewhere making actual money.  Yeah it’s a temp job for two days but it’s something and with the fact that I have had no income for 3 months a little bit is better than nothing.

So for the next two days I will be working temp at a job that I probably would have never thought of it wasn’t suggested by my temp agency.  It’s out of my comfort zone and it involves getting physical I’ll be working at a non profit sorting through clothing for sale.

I am both looking forward to it and terrified at the same time, I am excited that I will be getting back into the workforce again after a really long period away.  Also it’s great that it’s only for a couple of days to get my feet wet before I totally dive in.  I am terrified that this might be what I’m regaled to working, I like hard work just not sure if I can do physical work anymore I guess we will find out tomorrow.

I am still hoping that one of the other balls that I have in the air will drop and that this is the end of this struggle.  I am still believing that I will hear back from the other jobs with life changing pay scales and amazing challenging work.  Until then I will not despise small beginnings because every little bit of money made is going to help in paying the bills.  I will do what I have to do not what I want to do till then.

As of right now my finances are in a tailspin by the time I do get solid steady pay checks I will be seriously screwed financially I am behind on pretty much every bill I have.  I was caught up and staying on top of things but now I am falling behind.  My repaired credit will be in toilet as well.  That’s okay because I know that once I am making steady pay checks if I put my nose to the pavement then it will all fall into line sooner then later.

I am just seriously wanting the sooner.  So I will try to stay in the loop I have some ideas in my head that need to get out, I am just trying to figure out how to put my scrambled emotions/beliefs/opinions into words so I apologize in advance if I seem like I’m spaced out and talking generic and using meme/getting to know you entries over the next couple of weeks.

Thanks for your patience, prayers and positive thoughts, God Bless

Tina Marie


Comments on: "Don’t despise small beginnings!" (2)

  1. Good luck in this new gig. Hope it leads to a more permanent job somewhere.

    • thanks for that, appreciate it. If nothing, it will give me some work till I get something more desirable. Money coming in is always good.

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